If you’ve known me for less than 10
years, you might not know- I used to be fat.
Not subjectively “fat”. Not fat,
relative to how I look now. I was
medically obese. If you looked at the
ideal weight range for my height and multiplied that number times 2, that would
give you the highest number that I saw on the scale. I was over 200 pounds and
I quit using the scale after that.
Maybe you knew me then, maybe you
didn’t. The truth is, I didn’t know
myself.
I had no clue that I was fat.
I would have admitted that I had
weight to lose, but I was oblivious to the reality that I was extremely
unhealthy. I was on the path to
countless medical problems and chronic diseases and I didn’t know it.
I had brainwashed myself.
I believed lies.
I started correcting my
relationship with food about 10 years ago and am still growing in this area. It’s been a LONG road. I’m grateful for all the ways that God has
shown me how to get healthy and has taken me beyond just my diet. Planting seeds here and there. Repeating suggestions from multiple
sources. God has patiently given me my
next baby step- again, and again, and again.
It started with food and then it
trickled into every area of my life. I
began to see where I was expecting food, people, hobbies, and even pets to meet
needs that they were never intended to meet.
I had modern day idols competing for God’s rightful place. I started correcting my relationship with
food, and then I used the same skill set in the other areas of my life.
It started with food and then it trickled into every area of my life- just like sin.
The original act of rebellion occurred when
Eve gave in to deception and ate something that was never intended to be
consumed as food. Then, sin trickled
into every area of life. Satan used lies
and food to alter the entire trajectory of humanity and our relationship with
God. It was the very first play in his
playbook, and it is still working.
I think it is no coincidence, that
in my life, God used the same to play to undo the work of Satan. God started with food and then He moved on to
every area of my life showing me where I was believing lies and using my
environment to normalize toxic behaviors.
This series of posts is about
replacing lies with truth. It’s about
loosening the grip of deception on the hearts and minds of people who are
sitting where I was 10 years ago. It’s
about encouraging others to stop believing lies, seek truth, and take action to
become a better version of yourself.
Every Tuesday, I am going to post
one lie that I used to believe and the truth that I wish someone would have
told me. The lie and the truth will be
on Facebook. I will include a link to a
short blog post with more about my personal experience, and encouragement for
yours. The TTTT lies will be about diet
and lifestyle, because for me and Eve, that’s where it all started.
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